wtf???!!!!

what the hell is wrong with me?
i feel like everything is
crashing
getting ruined
when really things are getting better
it doesnt make any since
why do i do this to myself?
i feel like i need to cry my eyes out
over what?
i have kno clue
maybe i need sleep?
idk...i think ill feel better 2morrow
maybe im frustrated cause
i have to visit my dad in july
i wanna see my friends
im bored
maybe.....